From "Conversation with myself..."
Updated: Sep 9, 2019
Conversation with myself
As I grow older I am getting more confidence.
I feel to know myself more.
Sometimes I see myself reacting wrongly towards me and people I know, as an observer, but then, I see the good side of it and I feel that I am learning new things from me.
Every day is a new discovery"...and I like it!
Yes - of course!
I am learning something valuable from my mistakes, all the times.
Nobody is perfect and then I want to be more imperfect. Imperfection are awesome!
It is more fascinating.
Now, finally, I can see myself making mistakes and learning from them.
I see them clearly, everyday.
No, no ..... no more - I don't allow anyone to worry me anymore. Now, I do what I think is good for me and make my own mistakes, no matter what others think.
Who are they to tell me what to do?
.....That time is gone, forever.
.....Every day I become a new person, like you.
Sometimes I tolerate negative influences.
I did with friends, lovers, parents or strangers but now I can't anymore because when I do that, I don't feel good inside.
I feel shit - is it worth? - I ask myself.
No it isn't! - I answer myself - I want to be happy, that's it!
No, no .... - I am not using alcohol and cigarettes or drugs to calm my nerves down.
Now I learnt to use will power - Yeeeessss!! - you know what is it??...
Will power is the faculty by which a person decides on and initiates action.
My actions sometimes are awkward, I am following my inner voice, and people think I am strange, that I talk no sense. But I don't care.I follow my intuition, I feel happier.
I do things without a reason now, because I feel doing it.
I am sure that doing them it is good, I am building more confidence.
I think that all these actions will bring me somewhere....
Then, in few years, I will buy a studio, I don't know where yet, maybe close to a fervent city, in the countryside with huge glass - windows located up to the ceiling, where I can look up and see the sky and wondering ... and if I look straight I can see a wonderful view of the sea from my balcony.
I hope people will come and visit me.
.....just in few years.
You will see!
We will create a new concept. Something that will help everyone. Trust me. It will happens.
'Conversation with Myself ' photography project....
by Loredana Denicola ©2015
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